Thursday, February 15, 2007

I Dont Wanna Be THAT Girl!

Why do guys respond to females more when theyre ignored and treated like a number but the minute the female starts showing a bit if interest the guy all of a sudden forgets to return calls? Wassup with this cat & mouse game? Why cant we all be upfront about how we feel. If youre not feeling someone, why not be honest. We appreciate honesty even if it means hearing what we dont want to hear rather than a pool of empty promises or shit you dont mean. What if the tables were turned? Would the rules still apply?

I thought once that I was a good judge of character but lately Ive been way off. Am I to believe that all men are the same? This emotional rollercoaster that Ive been put through has taken a toll on my soul. I went for too long treating dudes like shit because of my experience with an ex but I soon realized it wasnt right. So I modified my thinking and corrected my actions as to be sure not to hurt someone the way I was hurt. I feel like I'm very close to treadding that road again. I dont know how much more I can take before returning to my old frame of mind. Im so sick of what my heart feels, why cant I numb my feelings like I used to!! I dont want to be that girl who is mad at the world because shes been lied to over and over. Good girls seem to finish last in this rat race so I think Im gonna have to be the newest member of the bad girls club. I gotta figure this out soon cuz I really dont want to be THAT GIRL!!!

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