In a Funk...

How do you express to someone what it is youre going through when you yourself cant figure it out. Have you ever been at a point in your life when you feel like youre making all the right moves and things seem to be going well, you know your priorities in life and youre sticking to it but yet and still you feel UNHAPPY. Is this what you call a "funk"?

I have a lot of friends and a few very close ones but its so hard to talk to anyone. I have always been internal. I deal with my problems myself without burdening anyone. I have been able to deal with things this way for as far back as I can remember. Some say I am a secretive person because of this but im not trying to be. I put on a mask like everything is all good that not even my closest friend would ever know what lies beneath. I laugh, I joke, I go out and have a good time but all in an attempt to mask the pain inside me. I am going through something right now that I cant explain and I dont want anyone to feel as though I am ignoring them or being secretive. I have my health, friends, a family that loves me and I'm on the right track in life but I am not Happy! Why? I cant figure it out, but I know that I will get through this. I go through this often... It helps you analyze your life and draw your own path... its gets better... but right now its easier said than done!

I didnt post this so that anyone can feel sorry or for anyone to begin to pry. I simply posted this in the hopes that if someone else is going through a "funk" in life, that they can feel secure in knowing that we all go through things in life and when we come out of it, we are stronger and wiser than we were yesterday. Time heals all wounds and thats all I need right now... time to get away and clear my head. Writing is my therapy and thats what I'll be doing for a while. Anyhow, thanks for reading.... I will be alright! TRUST!